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If only I knew

Wed Jul 15, 2009, 12:26 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Again - Yui
  • Reading: Fullmetal Alchemist
  • Watching: my father's pictures
TO MY BELOVED FATHER,

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If I only knew it would be the last time I’d see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly, and whisper I love you oh so slightly.

If I only knew it would be the last time I’d see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for so many more.

If I only knew it would be the last time I’d hear your voice calling back to me, “I Love You”, I would have recorded it on tape, every action and word, so then I could play it over and over again.

If I only knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute or two, to stop and say that “I Love You”, instead of assuming that you already know, I would of spent so many more then a few.

If I only knew that my assurance of you having another day to share wasn’t so definite I would have shared it instead of letting it slip away.

By me thinking surely there’s always tomorrow to make up for the time overlooked, before we know it that time could be took.

We always think there’s always another day to say our “I Love You’s” and certainly there’s another chance to say our “Anything I can do’s”?,

but just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I’d like to say how much I Love You, and hope you never forget!

Tomorrow is never promised to anyone, whether you are young or old, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved ones tight.

So instead of waiting until tomorrow, why not make it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’d surely regret the day you chose to overlook, or didn’t take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a simple little kiss.

Why find out that the time you found you where to busy, only turned out to be someone’s last wish, you never granted.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in there ear, tell them how much you love them and that you’ll always hold them dear.

Never just assume there’s going to be another year. Take the time to share some cheer. So when the time comes they say goodbye, it will be easier to let it fly.

By:Shawna Stacye


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I really miss you dad. I wish I could have said more if only I knew it was the last time I'll see you. I rarely told you how much I love you....But now... For the nth time now I'm going to say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I MISS YOU! WE MISS YOU! I want to touch and hug you again. Talk to you again. And how I wish I could hear your voice again. DAD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I hope wherever you are you'll be able to read this. I know you're not a techy person but I wish this simple message gets to you. How I wish I could have taught you how to use a computer, maybe there someone has already taught you..hehehe...

To my beloved father, I really miss you. Someday, I'll see you again but for now I hope you found the peace you're looking for. Don't worry about us. Just be happy wherever you are. I love you, my dear father.

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  • Current Residence: in a far far away land where nostalgia resides
  • Favourite band or musician: Amy Lee; Skunk Anansie; Olivia Lufkin; Monoral; Utada Hikaru; Deftones; Slapshock; Ayaka
  • Favourite genre of music: different genres of rock (alt, gothic, etc.) except uber heavy metal; jpop/jrock; some senti songs
  • Favourite poet or writer: Paolo Coelho, Mitch Albom...Anyone who's good at writing inspirational stories
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  • Wallpaper of choice: ♥♥♥ Miyoc's Photo XD ♥♥♥
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kenshin Himura, Timcanpy, Nuriko, Kanda Yuu, Mukuro Rokudo
  • Personal Quote: Nostalgic as always; Don't make false promises you can't keep! (Lolz!)
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omg thank you so much for the watch back~!! I love your stuff! :hug:
no prob~ :)

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wow . you take pictures very nice ♥

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:llama: llama's are hot ~ :3
thank you~! :)

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hehe i really really like your works . im so inspired by your photos :)

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:llama: llama's are hot ~ :3
aww thanks~ that means a lot! :hug:

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hehe ~ hope to see more of your works ♥

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:llama: llama's are hot ~ :3
ohaiii~! heheheheh :hug: thanks sa watch XD *watches back* hohoho solomots ulit nung sunday *glomps* :heart: twas fun meeting you <3

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"a fragile dove that has lost its wings,
can't take the harshness of the winds
a puppet bound in many strings
can't live a life that it dreams"
excerpt from "chains" by dycee
no prob~ :XD: nice meeting you din~ thanks for letting me join~ :hug:

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